I need you. Honestly.
There are just some things you don’t know about my life and it’s hard for me to communicate them to you. You don’t know what it’s like for me at school, at home, or anywhere. One of my best friends hasn’t talked to me in the last 2 months. The others have replaced me.
You’re all I have left.
Did you know that?
Did you know my childhood best friend committed suicide? After that, my whole life turned to shit. Problem after problem, drama after drama. It was all really pathetic and pointless.
I wasn’t happy for awhile.
Until I met you.
You’ve broken down walls that no one else could ever even find. I don’t think you even realize that. And there are so many things about you that I love. Your fearlessness and vulnerability. Your care and kindness. Your stubbornness. Hell, even your clingyness. But perhaps what I treasure most about you, is your honesty. And in turn, you expect me to be the same way.
Being with you is so liberating, because with you I have nothing to hide.
I hope you can see how happy I finally feel. And I mean, genuinely happy.
Thank you.
I love you.